Yeah, I can only imagine that’s what you believed you’d hear. Or is it? Let’s just be honest with one another and lay it all on the table.
First things first, you love to touch yourself. Am I right? Secondly you love listening to me instruct you on HOW to touch yourself. Put those two things together and you’ve got the perfect combination. I mean seriously??
Well, I am your therapist of sorts. Now that we’re being real with one another. I do guide you in ways you’ve never had before. I help you have those “toe curling” orgasms. OR not! Depending on the mood I’m in will depend on how long you get to build that load for me. Either way when you do finally blow it will be memorable that’s for sure.
One things for sure you’ll be one happy boy toy and I’ll be one proud Mistress once you’ve followed through to the end of one amazing session with me.
Look at me when I speak to you. I mean that. We have known one another long enough by now that you understand fully you are in a safe space. NOTHING you could do OR say will ever change how I feel about you.
Countless hours I’ve devoted myself to you and you to me. So why now all of a sudden are you feeling so much shame for being who you are?
OH, You let her rip you apart for the feelings you have?
Understand one thing… Society has taught us that a man “should be” a certain way. Therefor a certain amount of shame is normal. Given the proper set of circumstances you should feel nurtured to grow in your desire and yes, that even includes humiliation fetishes as well. I don’t give a damn who you are and how much you like being treated like a pet, animal, spanked, fucked, sucked etc. I mean that was a very brief description on a VERY Broad horizon.
YOU deserve to be treated with respect and if the person handling you EVER makes you feel a certain type of way STOP dealing with them. The group of Ladies I’ve associated myself with (and for GOOD Reason) are responsible enough to know when they are/or not equipped to handle certain types of situations and are perfectly FINE with saying so to you. We are okay with gracefully saying to you that this type of idea or concept is not for us.
Having said that, do NOT think that because I or one of the people I may refer you to has said this is/isn’t for me is judging you or talking about you behind your back. HELL no. That’s NOT what we do.
We simply want what’s best for you.
Nothing pisses me off more than to hear a sub who feels shame for his desire to be controlled. I just don’t understand why a Lady would automatically assume you are a piece of shit because you want her to control your orgasm. As a matter of fact it’s the other way around. She should feel pretty fucking good about herself that you even chose her in the first place. I mean you have so many choices out there these days.
What would you be willing to give up in order to make your submissive dreams come true? What would you be willing to do, in order to get a chance to be at my feet? What would you be willing to endure to make Mistress smile and happy? Those are the first questions you need to ask yourself and those answers need to be honest.
Don’t just tell me what you think I want to hear.
I can see through the BS instantly. Remember I have been a Mistress for a very long time now, and have dealt with countless boys who only talked the talk, but had no idea what it means to walk the walk.
If you claim you want to be a submissive, you need to understand what that actually means. Don’t confuse being a fetish boy with being a submissive man.
There are worlds in between.
Serving a Mistress is an honor and you have to need to be under her control, be of use to her, not used by her. Not just when your dick is stiff, but at all times in as many different non-sexual ways that she desires as well. It’s really not about your cock, but about the obedience you give, the power you surrender to her, and the willingness to bend your will to hers.
I keep telling you about having to leave your Ego at the door, but you seem to keep missing that part. An arrogant boy, will never make a good submissive, and darlings I deserve nothing but the best. No that is not arrogance or even entitlement, that is knowing my own self worth and what I should be able to expect. I will not play tug-o-war with some male who thinks it is all about him, what he wants, what gets him off and I am supposed to play the Puppet to his desires. That is nothing but a turn off to me.
Of course both sides need to be happy.
Mistress and sub are the ying and yang of the whole, but that is why I am so selective in who I accept into my stable of submissive pets. We have to match. It’s symbiotic in the end, one side naturally feeding the needs and desires of the other, but that cannot happen if you are not honest with yourself first and honest in what you tell me.
I am not scolding you here, I am not one bit mad. Actually I am telling you all of this because I want to tell you that it is ok to be yourself. Needing what you need, and embracing your deeply submissive core. Of course it is necessary to know who you are first, and have the courage to speak up in a humble (not fake humility either please, that gets boring and annoying really fast) way. To be willing to embrace your need to be guided and controlled in a safe, sane, and consensual way.
It really starts with you knowing yourself.
Also with you admitting to yourself who you are, and what it is you are willing to explore, surrender to me, and be of use to me in. See the questions at the beginning at my missive to you today, and really examine your heart and mind. Then approach me, your potential Mistress, correctly and with absolute honesty. That is where it begins…
Recently I passed down a task that kept my Boys Teased for Days. As fate would have it so much of my inspiration is derived from a mixture of our communication as well erotic photography.
Not everyone is brave enough to take on my type of assignments as some are risky for those of you who are in full time relationships, while others are eagerly waiting for each set of heart pounding instruction(s).
You see I only assign well thought out tasks, I take into consideration the level of mental stimulation one will endure to keep my boy(s) Teased for Days. For some it’s the risk factor (will or won’t I be caught), for others it’s the physical sensation of being out of control.
My personal favorite is when I know without a doubt you’ve been set up for total manipulation. It’s in these moments I find it hard to resist forcing you to check in. I often wonder what goes through your mind in the moments before you’ve gathered the nerve to press send on the email or dial my number. Do you tremble with anticipation, or is something else causing you to shake all over… Or maybe for you it’s a twitch of the cock that stirs you into further submission.
For me there is NOTHING like knowing you are in the throws of desire yet are being conditioned to be rational, in these moments of weakness I can determine new limits, test your loyalty and establish new guidelines by which we play by.
There are far worse things then being Teased for Days, think about it.. you could be stuck in a vanilla life doing everything vanilla with no real excitement or much to challenge you mentally or physically, no real stimulation and no adventure. Don’t get me wrong Vanilla is good when it works the question is, does it work for you?
I love doing something called Mind Controlphone sex. If you have done it with me then I am sure you are a repeat caller. As you know I like to get into your mind and body causing you to do nothing but want me, all day everyday you’re just thinking about me. Suddenly you find all you do is wait and wait for me to come online so I can mind fuck you. You will be mine, no longer able to concentrate on anything other than me, my happiness becomes the one thing that gives you purpose. Just knowing you are able to contribute to my happiness gives you a whole new outlook on life.
So go ahead relax, sit in your chair or on the bed.. just know I am at work on your self-esteem. Your mind is in over drive, close your eyes, take a deep breath, just allow Mistress to sink deeper in and to take you over. (Hijacked if you will) You’re going to be telling me all sorts of deep dark secrets that I am going to twist and turn over you leaving you in a a state of mind that no one has ever taken you before. I am going to be the new meditation for your relaxation, for the state of being, for all of who you ever want to be.
Don’t be alarmed that as you wake up with nothing the same as before. The only thing that matters from this day forward is my control and my happiness, as you will find the only thing that matters to you is making me smile. Don’t be afraid I will take care of you, for the most part!