Accepting and changing

Hi, my name is Cinnamon, I feel very honoured to have been asked to write a guest blog post by Mistress Peyton, and have struggled for a few days to come up with a good idea. However I think i’d like to make a post about how I feel I have grown as a person since I started to accept my submissive side more.

Over the last few years I have been no stranger to exploring my submissive and cross dressing side, which I’ve been aware of since my teen years. Although I used to try and hide it, I dont think I particularly felt ashamed as such, just was aware that maybe I was a little different from the norm. I still remember buying my first ever lipstick, It was around Halloween one year and I remember saying it was for a fancy dress costume, how original right??

Up until april last year, my only real experiences were online, and on phone sex platforms, it became like a little treat for myself every now and again, and with the Mean Girls who I called regularly turned into my first period of orgasm control. Most of the calls I had revolved around humiliation, with plenty of teasing, and a fair few in between call assignments. However I was still hiding my kinky side, I have a couple of really good close friends, one in particular who could tell there was something going on with me, she had no idea what, but that I always seemed to be a bit closed off, especially around ideas like dating (i guess theres only so many ways I can turn down being set up on blind dates) I can remember the afternoon so clearly, she came round to mine and basically said she wasn’t leaving till she knew what was going on. There was a lot of tears, a lot of hugging, and for me a huge sense of relief, ever since then she has been so supportive with things like advice on clothing, and just chatting etc

I had been getting an itch for a while, and at the end of another intense phone call with the Mean Girls I asked them if they would mind if I tried to make a session appointment with a Mistress in my localish area. They said it was ok, and after some research and a couple of enquiries I found myself with a session booked with Mistress Courtney. I had no idea whatsoever what to expect, I had mentioned some of my interests, and the couple of hard limits I have but was really taking a step into the unknown. I had such a rush of feelings that day, from the nerves beforehand, all the way to the excitement in the dungeon and the floaty feeling of exhilaration I felt afterwards. I think I knew straight away that I would try to do something like this again.

Over the next year and a bit I’ve had a few more sessions with Mistress Courtney, and have been lucky enough to meet some wonderful people who have helped me look at things differently, and experience things I have never thought would be possible. From helping Mistress at a filming day, (very eye-opening for someone who hasnt exactly got very extreme tastes) which has happened a few times since as well, to being a helper for Mistress as she did a demo at a hen party (bachelorette party for the Americans) Now that was pretty humiliating but at the same time thrilling. I also have been out a few times as Cinnamon, I found some kinky parties that were being held in a Dungeon Chambers not too far away and have been to a few now, as well as going to a fetish club in London with Mistress Courtney, and a femdom night in Manchester.

Heres the thing, I still consider myself to be fairly new at all of this, but know that I am really enjoying it. I have found that my thoughts and fantasies seem to be evolving all the time, I no longer have that same craving for humiliation, dont get me wrong used in play it would leave me weak at the knees, but say outside of a session Its not something I want all the time. Whereas I get cravings now for things like being restrained, spanked and all sorts that i’d never really experienced before. I guess being out as Cinnamon at the kinky parties has given me a confidence, and an escape. I know I did all my kinky things locked away at home in the past but now I have an avenue to explore it all, and luckily I feel totally accepted. This has really helped me in my vanilla life, yes damn I have a pretty crappy day job, but I no longer feel miserable about it every day. I know that its just an essential part of life that helps me indulge in this other side of me.

Somehow in real life as well I feel more confident. Maybe when I was hiding this side of me away deep down I thought there was something wrong with me, i’ve realized now that there isn’t, everybody is different and theres nothing wrong with being myself.  Yes in vanilla life there aren’t exactly many people who know. I think i’ll keep it that way, but most people around me (friends, family, colleagues) say I seem much happier now, Ironically some of them think I have a secret girlfriend or something.

Looking forward I know i’ll keep exploring my kinks and fetishes, and am looking forward to trying some more things that Mistress Courtney has mentioned, and attend more kinky events as and when I can. Although I dont really go in for the phones ex calls anymore though I do still have a soft spot for the Mean Girls, I think the calls I had with them over the course of a year built me into a position where I felt the urge to explore in real life. I tell you I am so glad I did.

Cinnamon

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Sissification Phone Sex

Sissification Phone Sex leaves much to be said about a transformation we will make together. It’s more than just a simple conversation you need to find a way to Sissificationcommit to what you are doing with me and stay on track.

I so love to make a sissy out of my boys, taking you places you’ve not been before, hearing your thoughts on becoming a feminine being. Your day-to-day changes in life. I really love digging in and grabbing hold of you.

Sissification Phone Sex takes a special look within who you are as a sissy. You must know that life as you know it will become a journey. One that will be both wonderful and amazing. Don’t be so quick to rush things, let the transformation into something beautiful happen as you blossom.

I’ll be your guide on this magical little journey holding your delicate hand the whole way through. I mean you do need me to show you how to be the best little sissy slut on the planet.  The training I offer is unlike anything you’ve experienced before, some would say it’s like being micro managed.  Brace yourself it’s time for you to let me bring out the girlie parts of you!  Come on now allow your mind to be blown by some sissification, I bet it’ll leave you breathless.

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Pretty Little Liar-A Sissy Story

Pretty Little Liar, A Sissy Story is about a boy and his cock, it always has betrayed him, he’s such a liar, although he can’t seem to help himself.

We do the best we can with what we have I’ve been told. One of my favorite things about my job is I get to do the most glam things with you sexy boys. Recently I had the opportunity to dress up a sexy boy who told me such a beautiful lie.

I guess we’ll just say his name is John for secrets sake….. ~smirk~ John said he’d always wanted to see what it would be like to dress like a girl. So I happily obliged. I love all things girlie so it just comes natural to me to take my time with these things, I love the whole planning and shopping and getting it together for you aspect of it.

While we were on our call and had him dressed he had the nerve to tell me he wasn’t the least bit excited about his transformation. I could tell he was lying by the way his breath had caught in his chest. I asked him again A Sissy Storyand he declined to admit to me that he’d been the least bit excited by what we had done to him.

After much coaxing and talking we decided he no longer had a penis and now has a clit and we shall grow from there. Imagine a clit where once a cock had been, yes I said it, clit. This is a clit that my sweet sissy pet John will only get to play with as if he were a girl. Imagine all the room for growth here.

I’ll keep you posted. We shall walk through this pretty little liar’s story together. Until next time, stay true to you.
Mistress Peyton

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Sissy Slut Phone Sex

So let me ask you a question..Are you a good sissy slut?

Do you have what it takes to become a good gurl for me? One concept I really get into is you and I taking you by the hand and transforming your mind and body to be the best it can be for me.  Sissy Slut

If you have girlie thoughts I’d love to explore those with you. Take you on journeys you’ve yet to come. I’ll guide you each step of the way. Every Sissy needs a good Mistress to assist them in day to day tasks to keep them on point.

My goal is to bring out the best Sissy Slut you can be on our phone sex sessions.   We can work out a schedule for you to do on all points of your personal growth system. I’ll assign you daily tasks and more. I expect that you give me 110% when we work out your individual plan. Anything less will cause me to punish a slut.

Call Me to get started today. I’ll be waiting to begin a new and exciting journey with you.

Talk Soon Naughty One,
Mistress Peyton

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His Cock Sucking Fantasy

Cock Sucking Fantasy

Below are the thoughts of one boy and His Cock Sucking Fantasy. As you can well imagine I’ve toyed with each of you to pull these sorts of confessions from your soul. I would like to say Thank You For being so open with something so very personal. Now Say it with me.. “I am a Cock Whore”  See now, you feel much better, right? Ha/Ha!

Well first off I want to say that I’m not attracted to the masculine form, but there are many Transsexual  Women I’ve seen in porn that I would gladly suck off.

What I find most appealing about the idea of sucking cock is the submissiveness of it.  Me on my hands and knees them towering above me. Being forced to pleasure them while not necessarily getting off my self. I’ve never sucked one before but I just imagine how warm it would be in my mouth. The firmness sliding back and forth down my throat. Feeling it get bigger and harder before it pumped me full of cum.

I’ve always had this fantasy where I’m chatting with this gorgeous woman, really hitting it off. We go back to her place and we’re making out and taking off our clothes, and we remove our underwear she has a penis. She looks down and notices that her’s is bigger than mine says “I guess that makes you the bitch tonight.” She dresses me up in Lingerie and forces me on to my hands and knees and jams her cock in my mouth. I try to pull away at first but she grabs the back of my head and forces it down. She is in total control pulling my head up and pushing it back down, I lose focus and just let her do what ever she wants. At the end she pulls out and cums on the floor. Grabbing my hair she pushes my face in the puddle and says “Lick it up bitch.” I  do as she commands and with my face down on the ground licking up her cum ( I’ve tasted my own and it wasn’t very good, its sorta bitter and tangy) I like to imagine that my struggle  with her cum makes her hard again and begins to fuck my ass. I haven’t really come up with a good ending for my fantasy yet, I’ll keep trying Mistress.

Courageously Submitted By:  Anon

Talk Soon Naughty One,

Mistress Peyton

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