Why The Shame?

No Shame

Is That Shame I see?

Look at me when I speak to you.  I mean that.  We have known one another long enough by now that you understand fully you are in a safe space.  NOTHING you could do OR say will ever change how I feel about you.

Countless hours I’ve devoted myself to you and you to me.  So why now all of a sudden are you feeling so much shame for being who you are?

OH,  You let her rip you apart for the feelings you have?

Understand one thing… Society has taught us that a man “should be” a certain way.  Therefor a certain amount of shame is normal.  Given the proper set of circumstances you should feel nurtured to grow in your desire and yes, that even includes humiliation fetishes as well.  I don’t give a damn who you are and how much you like being treated like a pet, animal, spanked, fucked, sucked etc.  I mean that was a very brief description on a VERY Broad horizon.

YOU deserve to be treated with respect and if the person handling you EVER makes you feel a certain type of way STOP dealing with them.  The group of Ladies I’ve associated myself with (and for GOOD Reason) are responsible enough to know when they are/or not equipped to handle certain types of situations and are perfectly FINE with saying so to you.  We are okay with gracefully saying to you that this type of idea or concept is not for us.

Having said that, do NOT think that because I or one of the people I may refer you to has said this is/isn’t for me is judging you or talking about you behind your back.  HELL no.  That’s NOT what we do.

We simply want what’s best for you.

Nothing pisses me off more than to hear a sub who feels shame for his desire to be controlled.  I just don’t understand why a Lady would automatically assume you are a piece of shit because you want her to control your orgasm.  As a matter of fact it’s the other way around.  She should feel pretty fucking good about herself that you even chose her in the first place.  I mean you have so many choices out there these days.

Hey Boys… Thanks For Being Mine, We’ll talk soon!

Miss Peyton

Wanting To Be On His Knees

On His Knees He Wrote…

Serve from the knees

On His Knees

Dear Mistress, that’s a great way to start my day. Wanting to be on my knees, worshiping Your strap-on while my ass is plugged and nipples clamped.

Your hand in my hair, coaxing me to take more till i gag. Drool running down my chin as Your scent fills my nostrils. Your cock quivering and dripping.

Your laughter caressing my ears and taunting my soul. Making me beg to fucked. To feel Your hand on my hip, making me plunge back into Your strap-on like the wanton whore i have become.  Nothing but pleasing You will do.

Thank You for teaching me what desire.  i need You to control my sex. i need that focus.

When i am a good boy i focus on You completely.

i have not released since last Friday and each day is a reminder of You. i need to be owned. i wish i could call now. Might You have time tomorrow?  Please Mistress, please say I will be of some use to you tomorrow.  i need you.  i will do anything you need of me.

i need to feel Your presence.

i am nothing without you.  It is because of you that i am able to feel anything at all.  thank you for helping me to see the way.  The one true way Mistress.

Your whore

-boy

I Have Always Been a Powerful Seductress

Fem Domme Power

 I Have Always Been a Powerful Seductress!

You know what I would tell my younger self if I would have the chance? I would tell myself that there is nothing more exciting and arousing then to control men and to cause them to fall to their knees in front of you as a woman. I would tell myself, that the power I hold over men, just like you, is utterly intoxicating and exactly what I deserve to enjoy. I would tell myself that it is a glorious feeling, to have a big strong men, sink to his knee before you and willing to do anything you desire just to see you smile. To not wait as long, but to start the journey into this amazing and fabulous world of Fem Domme as I am an adult. Yes, that is exactly what I would tell my younger self and I mean every single word of it and more.

I glory in the knowledge, that just by being the wonderfully feminine creature that I was born to be, I can achieve more with just the wave of my little finger, then so many others out there. That just by the brilliance of my smile and the softness of my womanly voice, I can make a strong man into a weak for me boy.

Seeing you tremble in anticipation.

Some people need drugs to feel happy and high – I do not. Dominating you is so much more potent then anything else. It gives me a feeling of flying, unlike anything a non-kinky person could ever experience. Oh and it has no harmful side effects, so there is that.  It’s greatest aphrodisiac of all times for me.  Haha.

I can still remember that first time,when I felt that head rush of having a man under my control so completely. I have to admit that I didn’t even know yet what this was all about nor really knew the proper words for it, but it came rather natural. I guess you could say I have always been a powerful Seductress who knew exactly what she wanted and how to use your feminine power to the fullest degree. If you beg me nicely during a live call I may share the memory with you… maybe… but you have to beg me very well, because that is one of the things that really turns me on. Oh look,the thought of anything you do being able to turn me on and moisten my panties, just made your dick twitch. Isn’t it glorious, the power I hold over you with just a few simple words and a gentle suggestion of something positive to come out of an action of yours?

Ah yes,I do so adore the power I have and I am not one bit ashamed of using it on you…

Now remember what I said?

I like being begged…so be a good little bitch boy and pick up the phone and beg to please me!!!

Talk Soon Naughty One,

Miss Peyton

What Would You Be Willing To Do?

Ready and Willing

Willing

What would you be willing to do?

What would you be willing to give up in order to make your submissive dreams come true? What would you be willing to do, in order to get a chance to be at my feet? What would you be willing to endure to make Mistress smile and happy?  Those are the first questions you need to ask yourself and those answers need to be honest.

Don’t just tell me what you think I want to hear.

I can see through the BS instantly. Remember I have been a Mistress for a very long time now, and have dealt with countless boys who only talked the talk, but had no idea what it means to walk the walk.

If you claim you want to be a submissive, you need to understand what that actually means. Don’t confuse being a fetish boy with being a submissive man.

There are worlds in between.

Serving a Mistress is an honor and you have to need to be under her control, be of use to her, not used by her. Not just when your dick is stiff, but at all times in as many different non-sexual ways that she desires as well. It’s really not about your cock, but about the obedience you give, the power you surrender to her, and the willingness to bend your will to hers.

I keep telling you about having to leave your Ego at the door, but you seem to keep missing that part. An arrogant boy, will never make a good submissive, and darlings I deserve nothing but the best. No that is not arrogance or even entitlement, that is knowing my own self worth and what I should be able to expect. I will not play tug-o-war with some male who thinks it is all about him, what he wants, what gets him off and I am supposed to play the Puppet to his desires. That is nothing but a turn off to me.

Of course both sides need to be happy.

Mistress and sub are the ying and yang of the whole, but that is why I am so selective in who I accept into my stable of submissive pets. We have to match. It’s symbiotic in the end, one side naturally feeding the needs and desires of the other, but that cannot happen if you are not honest with yourself first and honest in what you tell me.

I am not scolding you here, I am not one bit mad. Actually I am telling you all of this because I want to tell you that it is ok to be yourself.  Needing what you need, and embracing your deeply submissive core. Of course it is necessary to know who you are first, and have the courage to speak up in a humble (not fake humility either please, that gets boring and annoying really fast) way. To be willing to embrace your need to be guided and controlled in a safe, sane, and consensual way.

It really starts with you knowing yourself.

Also with you admitting to yourself who you are, and what it is you are willing to explore, surrender to me, and be of use to me in. See the questions at the beginning at my missive to you today, and really examine your heart and mind. Then approach me, your potential Mistress, correctly and with absolute honesty. That is where it begins…

Talk Soon Naughty One,

Miss Peyton

Let’s Play a Game Together

Sensual Bingo

Let’s Play A Game

Let’s play a game together, You Want to Right?

I call it sensual domination Bingo. We both get to create 10 cards each, 16 Squares, with each square having our favorite sensual domination activities on it.

Once they are done, we are going to shuffle them up good, stick them in a box so there is no cheating.

We both pick 3 Cards each. Then, we are going to start pulling Bingo Balls out of a dark blue bag. Taking turns, pulling them. Each time a ball matches a number on a card, you put a dauber on it. Just like you would in regular Bingo.

Now in order for the card to win, it has to be completely covered. Basically we are playing a kinky version of Blackout Bingo.

The first card which is completely covered wins.

Whatever is all written on that card is what will happen. No reservations. We discussed hard limits before we got started, so it’s all good. No exceptions.

Oh, and I forgot to mention, that those cards are going to be in 3 different colors. Each color stands for something different.

Red cards stand for one of my good friends joining me in dominating you. No, you won’t know who that friend is… giggles. That is my choice and a surprise to you. Could be another woman, a Shemale, or a male friend of mine. Nervous yet?

Don’t worry I know your hard limits remember?

Green cards stand for a 3 hour time frame in which you will have to endure and enjoy  (I am sure) whatever is on that card. The time starts when the first activity begins. It ends at exactly 3 hours, which also means that if you haven’t been allowed to cum by then, you are going into 3 Weeks of chastity.

Isn’t it deliciously wicked?

Blue cards, mean that the game continues until a second card wins. In that case it is a 24 hour time frame. Both cards will come into play. Just think, 24 hours of non-stop sensual domination. You only get a break to eat something real quick and use the facilities if necessary, but otherwise….

You are MY TOY for 24 hours without stopping.

Now obviously you don’t want to play this game unless you have a full 24 hours available, just in case. Friday would be a good time.

I have so many delightful ideas of what I am going to add to my cards. I wonder if you can guess some of them. Oh that gives me another delicious game idea right there…

I could put an electric shock collar around your cock, and make you guess. See just how well you know Mistress by now. Each time you get something wrong, I am going to give you a small electrical zap. I bet that would teach you to pay better attention to what I say and do when I am conditioning you.

What do you think, pet, are you ready to play with Mistress?

Talk Soon Naughty One,
Miss Peyton