Dear Miss Peyton,
Task is completed. As i sit here consuming the banana and typing this, i am consumed by the thoughts of the submissive acts i do for You. Thoughts like whether or not You will be pleased, and “OMG, what did i just do?”, and how humiliating these can be. Things You made me wear, things You had me do with bananas and household items, things that cause pain, things that cause pleasure, things that were beyond places i never thought of going. All in the name of giving You control over me.
Like all of the tasks You command me to follow it contained things i have never done before but strive to do in order to please You and further my journey with You. After all, You own me – mind, body and soul.
Every task is physical and mental. With every interaction i have with You, the further submissive i become to You. Being owned is something that is new to me. Knowing that my decisions aren’t based on my best interests but instead on the best interest of Miss Peyton. i no longer control my body. Miss Peyton does. It is Your body, Your penis, Your balls, Your arms, legs, ass, mouth, face, body, etc.
With each task a variety of feelings overwhelm me. Before hand i am nervous. i don’t have doubt but i do hesitate because it is usually something unique to me and being owned and not want to disappoint my owner, Miss Peyton, can be overwhelming. Once in the moment, i strive hard to carry out Your commands. i can hear Your voice in my head and i can feel Your presence in the room. Afterwards, it is a mix of emotions…pride in accomplishing, relieve that i was able to do it…with humiliation feelings mixed in…and all of it very, very submissive. Moving forward i plan to continue being submissive to Miss Peyton. i think we have only scratched the surface of what is possible. Besides, i don’t have a choice…She owns me.
Do you have what it takes to Submit? …Mind, Body & Soul?