I give you a report from a boy who finds himself Changing both physically and mentally on my behalf. As you know there is nothing I like more then knowing you have pushed yourself to the limit….
i am back at work and the key is here in my drawer, but as time goes on i seem to be Changing. There seems to be a battle going on inside me. A battle between my desire to please myself physically and my desire to please You. The desire to please myself seems to be slowing dying, seems to be being subdued by my desire to please You, to suffer for You in any way You choose.
My dreams at night are focused on You, dreams of pleasuring You, dreams of being teased endlessly for Your amusement without ever having an orgasm.
i was woken in the night over the weekend so the sounds of sex in the room next to mine. The sounds of a women in orgasm over and over again and then finally of a man groaning as he explodes inside her. I listened and ached so deeply, thinking it was You. i lay awake for hours after, wanting, needing, aching.
Your cock straining for an erection that it cannot have. i am starting to get more used to sitting while i pee, it is humbling in a way and seems to reinforce that i am not a man with any rights or station in life.
My testicles are so exposed and vulnerable, they get jostled and banged regularly, even from just bending down to pick something up. They ache continually for You.
Can’t wait till we can speak,
….I hope you enjoyed this report from one boy and his journey that’s causing him to change from who he was to who he will be. I especially enjoy the parts where I know there is genuine suffering.
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