Being a cuck boy would be both painful and exciting. Sometimes emotionally painful, sometimes physically painful, often very exciting too.  

It’s emotionally painful to know that i am not up to the task of sexually pleasing a Woman because i am too small and dribble too quickly. It is emotionally painful to see Her be so sexually aroused by a real man’s cock when She couldn’t care less about my pathetic little cocklet and swollen, achy balls. But it is really exciting to hear Her moan when his cock stretches Her pussy open and slides completely inside of Her pussy. It is painful to watch Her tiny pink pussy open and accept that real man’s cock because it is a visual reminder that Her tiny pink pussy can stretch and fully take that big hard cock and that She would likely not even feel something so small and pathetic like my tiny cocklet inside of Her pussy. Seeing that up close like that makes me realize that i don’t deserve to put my tiny cock in a Woman’s pussy. Ever. But hearing Her cum and have a very strong orgasm is one of the most delightful sounds on earth.

Hearing Her beg for his cum to fill Her pussy is exciting and humiliating too. Especially knowing that one of the jobs of a cuckold is to clean Her pussy up after they done fucking. The pleasure of having my face buried between Her thighs and licking Her pussy is coupled with the emotional pain of licking my sexual superior’s semen from Her pussy. It is all cummy, wet, sticky and his ownership of Her pussy is dripping back out into my mouth. Hearing Her laugh and taunt me for being a submissive loser and licking his cum from Her is painful too. Having Her ride my face until She orgasms again is incredibly exciting, even as i am tasting his sperm in Her pussy.

Having Her tell me that because i am unable to please Her pussy that i do not deserve sexual pleasure and sexual release can be both emotionally and physically painful. Being teased over and over again by eating Her pussy, worshiping Her ass, sniffing Her panties and wearing panties for Her is very exciting, but that is coupled with the pain of being denied a release and having swollen and achy balls that are filled with unspent loser goo for Her amusement.

Knowing She tells all of Her girlfriends causes angst and emotional pain which is intensified when they see You and giggle, Her girlfriends all knowing that She doesn’t fuck you, but She fucks real men with real cocks and then has me lick Her pussy clean. There is also emotional and physical pain when She doesn’t trust that i can control myself when She isn’t around and She feels that it is necessary to lock that pathetic little thing in chastity to ensure there is no unpermitted masturbation or ejaculation. The almost constant denial results in constant arousal and physical pain when She is teasing me with Her pussy and ass and when i am worshipping Her body.

As always, Your questions are very insightful and it’s very true that cuckolding is an interesting dichotomy of pain and pleasure…

Recently we had the discussion of Hypno Blackmail, I paused for a moment when he first brought up the topic due to the weight both instances can carry.

And then the light bulb went off in my head and I thought to myself well if he’s asking then WHY NOT.  Let’s give this a go.  While I’ve always been skeptical of whether or not a person can really go under into hypnosis I do know that subspace is real.

After much discussion and research on my part the day finally arrived that I had my slave right where I wanted him.  What happen next was truly amazing.

Slave arranged for a rather lengthy call with me so that we could try his little experiment.  It began with a relaxation and focus exercise and to my astonishment within a short while I had him in a Hypno-Sub-space like nothing I’ve ever witnessed.

While I had slave in this precarious state I implemented my will on his thoughts, body and heart.  His entire nature was changing before my eyes so to speak and being that I had him in this state I figured why not exploit his darkest desires.  Although I’d like to share those with you I am strictly confidential with matters such as these.  What I will share with you is the explosion I granted him in the end was like nothing he’s experienced in his lifetime.

Well boy whores.. that’s about all I have for today’s entry.  Be well and be good if you must.  Otherwise I’m always open to filthy confessions.

Talk Soon Naughty Ones,

Mistress Peyton

You seductively alternate Your fingers in and out of my mouth as I kiss and suck them. So needy, free of shame, dignity and will given up as offerings at the Altar of Peyton. It is a private world, solely constructed by You, and I am home. Safe and protected under Your spell. I am apprehensive as You reach for the strap-on, but I will do as I am told.

(A good Boy)

Speaking of belonging, there is nothing like belonging to Goddess Peyton. No one else understands your needs the way She does. No one can compel you to obey and improve like She can. She has eradicated the pseudo-domination I had experienced before I came under Her spell. And all this accomplished in a few Niteflirt conversations. What will it be like, in Her presence, at Her feet? I will beg Her to allow me to find out. Until then, I will call and pay and learn. Learn how to be a good boy for Goddess Peyton. It is inevitable that my surrender will be total. “Good boy”, She says. Down on my knees I go. At the altar of Peyton, female deity, the dominant word made flesh.

… Submitted by a “Good Boy”

Talk Soon Naughty Ones,

MP

It was then I hear buttons being pushed on his phone, with that I ask him are you trying to hang up on me? His honesty got me, he said yes ma’am. I liked it. So I tell him I’ll just hang up on you instead boy. NO Mistress please I’m just scared. Again with the fear. YES!

Well, well well… I have myself a boy who’s scared, pulled off to the side of the road. What could be better then any of that? Just wait, seriously it gets better.

CBT, Anal play, Nipple Torture and Orgasm Denial, well you know… unless its done the way I WANT it done. Yes! This is what we did in the cab of his truck. Nine Long thick inches of ass rape is what he got! Among some serious ball busting and serious edging. I would say this was not exactly what Bryce thought he’d get himself into once he got on my line. He did get lots more then just an ordinary call.
For those of you who may not know me just yet, I’m the type of girl who gives you everything you ask for with a twist. So ALWAYS use caution when you say Mistress I want… *smirk* You will give me the best you have. Is that clear?
Talk soon naughty ones,
Mistress Peyton

A Slave Decided to Submit to me while doing his written assignment his  thoughts on his placement in the scheme of things. I felt like it was blog worthy:

1. I am Mistress Peyton‘s to be used as she see fit.

2. I am too dumb to argue with what Mistress says.

3. I will only get dumber Mistress Peyton.

4. Mistress Peyton is more important to me than friends or family.

5. I will lose my friends and family if that is the desire of Mistress Peyton

6. I will not be a man to Mistress Peyton, just a thing.

7. I will work out ways to save money so have more for Mistress Peyton

8. Whatever Mistress Peyton tells me is the truth.

9. If my memories are different to what Ms. Peyton tells me about myself, I will recognise my memories are false and accept the new real ones,

10. Even of told something completely stupid by Mistress Peyton I will believe it.

11.  I will follow Mistress Peyton’s rules to the letter.

12.  I am only happy around Mistress Peyton

13.  I will get dumber for mistress Peyton.

14.  I will be willingly as repulsive as Mistress Peyton makes me.

15.  I accept all changes to my life.

16.  I live to make life easier for Mistress Peyton

17. I will not do manly things for Ms Peyton.

18. I crave the humiliation from Mistress Peyton

19. I would eat cigarette butts off the street if it would entertain Princess Peyton

20. I will accept any mental changes Mistress Peyton makes to me.

21. Mistress deserves to live a better life than me. I must make sure this happens.

22. I must never be successful at anything I do.

23. Mistress is my god, my religion.

24. I crave the humiliation and teaching I receive.

25. I will never feel the need to complain to Mistress

Thank you for my lines, yours,

your slave
DALTB

Sissy Slave’s can come in many shapes and forms, as not two people have the same idea of what it means to be a Sissy nor do they care to be classified as a Barbie either.  However, there is a particular type of Sissy Slave that brings a smile to my face time and again.  This is the one who will allow me to mold them from top to bottom and will also even when not really preferred still allow me to introduce new subject matter to play with and challenge themselves just a little more.

Do not misunderstand what I’m saying….  all Sissy Slaves/Sluts are a blast to toy with.  As I enjoy so many facets of how manipulation works well with you.  ~smirks~  And does it ever get those Sissy juices flowing when I’ve got you right where I want you in the throws of confession time /story time.

To all Mistress Peyton’s Sissy Slaves/Sluts/Pets just know that the heat is being turned up on you.  The bar has been raised a little higher and I will be expecting you to reach, I mean really reach for perfection when it comes to the “Frilly” we have a brand new day ahead of us, it’s up to you to accept it for everything it has to offer you.

Talk Soon Naughty Ones,

Mistress Peyton

Domination comes from within a person and the will to want to be submissive doesn’t always come naturally to others it can be the most exciting thing two people can experience together if both have the chemistry and the trust in one another “but” I do think it takes time to build those relationships. As your Mistress I have a responsibility to you to that I should want to question you, find out what makes you click. I need to know certain aspects of your like that happen in your day to day. The stress levels, the emotional connects you have and with whom and why. Yes it’s personal but as your Mistress I play for real. It’s not a relationship that we should enter into blindly and you as a sub ought to want the person responsible for the altering of your body, mind and spirit to care enough about D/s relation or bond building that it’s all taken into account.

Yes, I admit that sometimes giving up some of the information about your personal life could be hard, but in the end you are after all investing in some of the most memorable of your life. Having a beautiful girl take your mind and erase what you used to think of how life was and twisting you into a way of life that maybe was a little scary to you. No longer is scary but now something you don’t want to live without. It can happen, it does happen each and every day. I challenge you to test out what I Mistress Peyton has to offer you. Its a sensual twisted little ride. STEP up to the challenge. If you dare.
Talk soon Naughty Ones.
Mistress Peyton